Summer of 2009

It's been an interesting summer. Very interesting. I think I may have even lost a few of my 'sanity' genes (as if I could afford to loose what I have !) As a matter of fact, the picture above may be an indication of the fact that I am officially LOONEY ! Anyway, I will try to sum up this summer for you, briefly (is that possible?).

Is it EVER a good sign to start the summer w/ attorneys and a big move on the hottest day of the year? I am thinking....NOT ! As my father stated during the move 'it was enough to make even a Baptist Preacher wanna cuss' !!

Moving in 150 degree weather (make that Texas Heat) is NEVER fun. Throw in a master bedroom suite that suddenly became known as the 'Suite from Hell' . My oh soooo Heavenly Bed , not so Heavenly.

Enormous and light as a feather (can you hear the sarcasm?..baaahhhaaahaha).

Legend has it that most Texas women are C R A Z Y !!! At least that's what the men like to say. I've decided it has to be THE HEAT...it makes us all nutty !!! I'm just sayin' !! Here's the proof....the summer has been so HOT here , I even experienced a moment of slight in INSANITY....i woke up in a tatoo parlor. And I left with a ring in my belly button ! Yikes !!

Speaking of 'hell'...how about a trip to HELL...

oh wait, that was just Vegas! wheeewww(*shakes head and laughs out loud !) ..but hey, What Happens in Vegas Stays in Vegas, right? Thank the good Lord. And I would be lyin' if I said it was ALL bad... wink wink, Lance !

Oh, and I must pay tribute to the psychotic homeless bum in D.C. that threatened to "CUT UP" my BFF and I, if we didn't buy him a hot dog...seriously?! I saw my life flash before my eyes...and then I remembered good ole' Abe...always watching over his peeps !!

Thanks Abe !!



My insaneness carried over to my vacation in D.C., with my daughter. I did not win the 'Mother of the Year' award by carrying my baby to a Nickleback concert. Somebody please beat some sense into me....why did I think this was a good idea? I exposed my daughter to profanity, nudity, alcohol, and weed (let me rephrase that...the row of kids in front of us exposed her to weed! lol ) in four hours time. But like I said, IT'S THE HEAT !! THE HEAT MADE ME DO IT !!




And can somebody please explain these pictures to me? Yes, I know that is ME in the picture. YES I am aware that it appears to be ME chasing DUCKS ! YES YES YES !!I realize these were taken in front of the Lincoln Memorial. Wait...I am pretty sure the ducks called me a 'Quack' when we walked by....yep, that's it !!!!! I remember now ! Boy, was I gonna make them pay !









And what summer is complete without a visit to the ER......three words for ya - Daughter. Karate. Broken nose. (Did I mention her boyfriend did it?) But like I always say...just keep "Falling Forward"....hahaha!



Just in case my summer wasn't crazy enough....we topped it off with a good ole' fashion SURGERY !!! Nothing like the stinch of a hospital waiting room ....ahhhh...refreshing !





It's back to school on Monday....I am holding my breath until then !!!!!!

New Life, New Blog

Bear with me as I try to reevaluate my life...along with my blog ! I am in a new place in life and so I felt that drastic times (my new life) call for drastic measures (new blog) ! Out with the old...in with the new...right?! This should be interesting...as I rebuild my life...my fellow bloggers can watch from afar in this little quirky world of 'blogging'. But that's okay...I don't mind. Just because I have complete control over this little place of mine....you only see what I choose to post ! LOL ! Not to disappoint....it will still be juicy at times....and sad....and fun...and even CRAZY ! You can't hide CRAZY...right? Besides, I find blogging 'good for the soul'. Very therapeutic ! It's like venting to your bff...only you don't have to listen to any advice. It's just a 'take it or leave it' kind of place. Those of you who know me...know why I chose to start fresh...to build a new blog...to 'fall forward' ..rather than keep clinging to the past. So here it is...the first step in learning to LIVE OUT LOUD and quit looking back !!

Happy blogging my sweet friends !!! Look forward to catching up...I've been away for a while !

My wreckage...HIS masterpiece

"...Because it is by HIS GRACE that we walk through this life, by HIS and HIS alone".

Memories flood my soul. Springing forth, overwhelming me with the notion that I should pause, a bit longer, on this chapter of my life entitled "Lessons Learned".

I hesistate flipping the page. But HE beckons and I obey. This chapter is too familar. Verse by verse, it burns with turmoil. My thoughts smolder in its ruins. Some memories vivid. Some vague. But all lie under the ash of what remains.

I steady myself in the midst of this darkness. For HE that is in me, is GREATER than he that is in the world.....I prod my heart to seek HIM. Time and again. And again. I seek HIM. He gives me strength to push on. I understand now why he beckoned me to come here.

I am reminded of HIS presence in this place. He was standing there, in the midst of my hysteria. His arms - stretched wide and ever so gently stroking my tears away. One by one, each tear he touched. He felt the affliction of my soul. He whispers to me, ..."I am already there". He knows what is next. Why do I fear... to turn the page?

Still, I venture along, into the depths of my remorse - at times grief stricken, even apathetic - my spirit crushed, but not consumed. I continued to watch as He held captive... each and every one....my trials of desperation, and anguish, and sorrow. The reminents of which , together, begin to form the firm ground beneath my feet.

I am paralyzed, at this very moment, as he reveals to me the awe of His Power and Grace. For through my own shame, he weaved this story, this Masterpiece.

THINGS MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME !

This is a post from an older blog site I had. I just wanted to share it on the new site. Enjoy :)

1. Never, and I mean NEVER EVER EVER go to bed with your makeup on. Otherwise, you will awaken to dear old mom, hovering over your bed, (so much for personal space) and wiping her finger through the left over remnants of greasy ‘whale fat’ still on your face from the day before. It isn’t exactly the ideal way to start your morning. Trust me.

2. Mothers know all. Period. Read my lips –E V E R Y T H I N G. Don’t even bother with that little white lie you conjured up, thirty minutes past curfew, on the way home from the party you weren’t suppose to be at. Moms are gifted with the ability to be IN ALL PLACES, AT ALL THE TIMES. Try figuring that one out. It has perplexed teenagers for centuries!!!

3. When life hands you lemons…..GO SHOPPING! (I am blessed to have a mother very skilled in this department. I learn from the best!)

4. And…. when life gets tough….you just gotta ‘PICK YOURSELF UP BY YOUR BOOT STRAPS ‘ and keep on keepin’ on! Never wallow in self-pity. Your mother will give you the ‘boot strap’ speech.

5. Every woman needs a red handbag. I have ten.

6. Only trashy women wear G-strings and Thongs. Note to self: HIDE ALL THONGS BEFORE MOM COMES OVER!

7. For that matter, stilettos and leather do not qualify as ‘classy attire’. Another note to self: Remember to tell mom stilettos and leather were for a Halloween costume.

8. Beauty is only skin deep. Which is why I scour my face with cleanser until it feels like my flesh is going to peel off. I need all the help I can get.

9. Only accept an apology from a man, when diamonds are involved. My mother has a lot of diamonds.

10. Patience is a virtue…..easy for her to say, she has been practicing for sixty years.

11. Southern Belles NEVER leave the house without makeup. This is for the good of others. It is a selfless act really.

12. Cursing is not becoming of a woman. Hence, words like ‘asinine’ and ‘stupid…(pronounced steeewwwpid)’ and horses butt are a standard part of my vocabulary today.

13. Blue eyeliner and green eye-shadow make a woman look ‘hard’. These items were prohibited in our home, growing up.

14. Vinegar is great for stripping chlorine out of blonde hair. As a child, people could smell me coming long before they could actually see me. ;)

15. Carrots make your eyes sparkle. Mom forgot to mention they can also turn your skin orange. It's true. We discovered my sister’s obsession with the little orange vegetable, when my nephew turned orange. The pediatrician said he was eating too many carrots. Thanks mom.

16. You are lucky to have one good, honest girlfriend in your adult life. Mom was right. With a few exceptions, I trust other women about as much as I trust most television evangelists.

17. A way to a man’s heart is through old fashion flattery. This would explain why my father thinks he is ‘one hot papa’.

18. Sunscreen is essential. Never mind the fact that my brother performed a tribal dance around me and chanted ‘grease monkey’, every time we visited the city pool. Forget the skin cancer....what about PUBLIC HUMILIATION?????

Welcome !!

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Ecclesiastes 4:9-10

"Two are better than one...if one falls down, his friend can help him up."